Hi Everyone.
This post is part rant, part a need for encouragement and part seeking advice. Be gentle with me please.
I use a lot of different tools for Japanese (usually trial and error to see what works best for me) and at the moment my learning is structured like this:
- Wanikani for kanji and vocaublary (with KaniWani thrown in) -10 lessons a day in the evenings and reviews when they are due.
- Marumori for grammar (I have Bunpro but I never got into it and prefer how Marumori is structured) - 1 lesson every 2-3 days and reviews when they are due.
- Preply Japanese lessons once a week for speaking and listening - Going through Genki 1
- Satori reader & Paperback manga (Yotubato and Delicious in Dungeon) for reading
- Lingodeer and Plus (because Duolingo was not the one for me)
Sometimes I use Kanji Damage for mnemonics when I just cant get it to stick and when I mix up kanji that look alike
When I hit level 15, I was struggling to remember the kanji and vocabulary and realized it was probably a combination of multitasking and cognitive overload that was causing me to not retain anything at all. I would draw a complete blank during reviews, which was rather demotivating. I’ve taken quite a long break from lessons before and plan to do so again to focus on my reading this time; however, I’m finding that I’m even more demotivated with the break than last time because I find reading (and grammar to some extent) extremely difficult.
I’m attempting (and failing if Im honest) to read 聞き耳ラジオ on Satori, and I spend 10 minutes on a sentence, only to end up moving on (giving up?) anyway because I don’t understand most of what it’s saying. Yotubato has its own set of issues for me because (a) it’s largely hiragana, and honestly, sentences composed mostly of hiragana scare me (which is so odd because I’m no Kanji champ either
) and (b) Ive been spoilt by the ability to quickly look up phrases/grammar in Satori which I cant do on Bilingual Manga/Paperback, thereby extending my 10 minutes per sentence to 30 and adding to the spiral of demotivation. I opened Delicious in Dungeon, looked at the first page then closed it ![]()
I absolutely love sumo wrestling and watch it in Japanese, technical terms like 決まり手 and 上手投げ, help me remember vocabulary like “decide” and “throw” with no issues. Shoutout to @RoseWagsBlue for the Sumo Appreciation Thread BTW! Though I will say the pessimist in me feels like i’m not using my love for the sport to the fullest, given just how much I watch, my listening is still very poor.
I guess just feel a bit deflated because I dont feel like Im getting anywhere towards my goal of actually reading. I put a lot into my studying because I genuinely love the language and culture, and I have set a goal to one day read this book in Japanese. I stare at it on my shelf longingly like a crazy person. ![]()
What can I do to make reading a more enjoyable experience? Heck, how did you go about reading in the first place?
Are there any other resources I should use (beyond user scripts, graded readers)?
Does it get better? When will it get better?
Will stepping away from everything for a little bit help with clarity?

