get pink, we’ll make u a cute princess C:
That assumes I’ll get to those parts in reading, I’ve already been through the anime though so I know the pieces already xdd
So funny thing, last year when I went to Japan, I took a day trip to Fukuoka and saw a parade going through the city with a school orchestra playing RYDEEN, and I was like “I KNOW THIS ONE”
Here’s the pic btw, I’ve blurred all of the faces of people just in case xdd
October 24, 2024, we doing retroactive study logs now ^^ xddd
With a grand total of like, 5 hours in the city center, unlikely xddd
I most likely won’t be to Bremen out of my own volition any time soon, but I’ve said this before and I still stand by it, if at any point you wanted to meet up, sag mir Bescheid two weeks in advance and I’m booking a Deutsche Bahn and I’m there, just let me know you’d be interested in that ^^
Yeah, I saw the post today, hope you manage to recover and get back to usual before soon
That’s the sad thing about mental health and keeping commitments and improving and so on, you always relapse sooner or later, and it gets easier over time to not relapse as often, but you probably will regardless 
I’ve been relapsing quite a lot with different things and I’ve learned to be suspicious of my own energy levels and study capacity and so on, so my thoughts on improving the amount of study or finding new friend circles are always held back by “IS IT SUSTAINABLE” and sometimes I burn myself out on the fact that I could do something but I ended up not doing it because it wouldn’t be sustainable and I missed out on things 
still struggling with some elements of that in Poland, working on it overtime xddd
berlin is GREAT though xdddd
that doesn’t stop me from being a far leftist and criticizing monetary politics and geopolitics from stances that none of the parties of the German government even considers to be legitimate xddd
Being a radical is cool join us for a Palestine march one day
xdd
ok i jest, i actually posted about 魔法使いの嫁 because I’ve seen the openings roll through my YouTube recommendations like a decade ago and I was like “huh, that looks cool”, then read a few volumes of the manga and then never followed up on that, maybe I should actually commit to watch it, because today I made the wrong decision by prioritizing…
August 9th, 2025 
i put my sticker from mitrac-san here its so pretty aaa C:
- 154 reviews on WaniKani
- 15 lessons on WaniKani
- 45 reviews on Bunpro
- 3 stories on Satori Reader
- Manga: 不器用な先輩第1話
- Anime: four episodes of よふかしのうた in Japanese
…yeah what the heck xddd
On one hand, I’m relieved that the anime culture doesn’t change and is the same whether it’s before or now, on the other, WHY is an older woman grooming a 14-year old boy with solicit sexual advances and the boy enjoying being sexually abused by her something that’s a norm in the Japanese society xdddd
There’s a website that’s called anikore.jp that gave me the idea to check the series because I was curious what anime is the most popular in Japan now, and it’s 鬼滅の刃 and this one, it’s at number #2 now xdd
The crazy thing is that this show is rated higher than Frieren, Violet Evergarden or 薬屋のひとりごと on that website and I’m like, HOW xddd
I imagine a part of it is that this might be a diehard otaku guys community that prefer specific fanservice behaviors over the other ones, but I feel like I’m so distant and so removed from the 少女/女性 anime scene that it’s not even funny xdddd
Anyway, that site has tags similar to Steam tags for games, and one of the tags is called… 群馬県, we stan xddd
Also, really happy to see 宇宙よりも遠い場所 as the highest rated, eee, 群馬県 anime, maybe it’s not all diehard otaku guys xddddd
And going through that website I found a streaming service called
that looks GREAT and they even have manga in there and I could even give them some money iffff not for the fact that…
…yeah xdd
I probably should invest in a VPN eventually
Anyway though, I was thinking about something tangentially related, but since I’m gonna be in Japan in exactly a month for three days, I was thinking, @Malinkal, do you have any recommendations of Japanese digital things you can buy only when you’re in Japan and then can bring back to the rest of the civilization? 
I don’t even know how to start thinking of them, the only thing that comes to my mind is either Affinity Designer or Clip Studio Paint 
Anyway, one other Japanese tangent today: I started looking at Bookwalker and Kindle store for Japanese novels/mangas you can buy, because I wanted to give them a shot with Yomitan, and it wouldn’t matter if they are just a single volume that’s free, there’s a thread on WaniKani forums about them and it’d be cool to build up a tiny library to consume native content
It’s pretty neat that they have their own app to read stuff, but like…
…hot take…
…what if I wanted to use Yomitan to look up a word that I don’t understand xddd
(also, really pretty illustrations in that manga! I won’t read it after this chapter!
)
I checked over githubs for different OCR solutions, I could run them in the background, but most of them work on screenshots and not the actual live screen display, so maybe I’ll have to check out that S-Pen Android Tablet method that @mitrac recommended a while back ^^
Life
Oh God that was a long Japanese rant xdd
It was 28 degrees today for the first time since early July! The weather was great! C:
I ended up cycling over 30 kilometers today for the first time in a while, I didn’t even realize how much my mental wellbeing is dependent on the weather being nice xdd
I ended up cycling to Ikea for a very important mission (eating Swedish meatballs because I haven’t had them in a while xdd), and then I got completely distracted and started looking at all of the unrelated things ^^
Apparently they have sun in Tokyo and the food is MEGA, thank you auntie Maria xdd
Also, plushies AAAAAA C:
They had the Ikea BLÅHAJ sharkies in different sizes and colors, here’s one for the trans crew ^^
Aaand, mission complete ^^
I wonder what food do they have in Japanese Ikeas
EDIT: I regret to inform, it’s pretty similar xdd
I ended up buying a ton of unrelated things regardless, so sigh xdd
And then carried all of them on a bike through this WONDERFUL CLEAR SKIES SUNSET IT WAS SO PRETTY TODAY AAA xdd
Some fun art from the city from today, look, it’s 3D ^^
And this mural in front of Espresso House in Prenzlauer Berg ^^
And yeah, there is this ad that keeps haunting me in the city for a while, being like WRITE YOUR BOOK, one of those subliminal messages that are attempting to make you JUST DO IT
the fact i’ve never written a story longer than 30 pages is one of those things that makes my tummy sink over time and it’s one of those things I wish I was better at, but I can never fit it into my daily calendar, so I’m considering writing here a manifestation practice and I hope that I’ll eventually get around to it in 2040 one day

xdd
Anyway, see you tomorrow!
This post took me over an hour to write today. I really need to trim them down from now on, I memed myself into writing Slowly letters on WaniKani forums xddd