The soft white dots covering the whole panel is a technique used in this manga to relay that this is a memory. She is just recollecting memories of how she should at least be faster than she is and how the customer service smile isn’t coming to her naturally. (Those memories were a little too much.)
This is all in response to how 佐々木 says 「適当なの?」、「いつもあんなに一生懸命なのに」.
I was more pointing out the her mouth is too far up her face in that panel lmao
/edit also, just a hint of sailor fuku, unless it’s from when she was a uni student (the ossan calls her a student but I can’t recall if it was uni student or just a high schooler at that point)
It’s less “practicing” and more “demonstrating what she’s bad at to herself while thinking about it”, but yeah, this is supposed to be the act of smiling.
Well, I finished my current manga so I thought I’d just check out volume 2 and before I knew it, I was 20 pages in I found it really easy reading compared with the last volume.
If anyone is interested, I was struggling with the handwritten Kanji in the author’s note at the end so I spent some time to transcribe it. There was only one part that I couldn’t work out marked with a “?” in the first line. It’s just a vertical line and I couldn’t figure out if it’s a number 1 or part of the following Kanji?
Wow. I’m… oddly surprised I (vibe) understand a fair chunk of that. I just sort of dismissed it in my head because of the handwriting. (It helps to know the sort of thing authors put in their author notes for their books though)
Agreed, checked volume 2 and it has a very similar ‘thanks for buying’ sentence in which the questionable characters are replaced with 一箱, and it now makes a lot more sense considering the theme. Thanks for the help!