Could someone please help me identify two words? They are from a scene in the movie リズと青い鳥 (starting around 1:15:16). I can understand the scene except the two words below:
clip1
「私、みぞれが思ってるような人間じゃないよ。 むしろ、**?**されるべき。」
Subtitle: “[…] You should hate me.”
clip2
「みぞれは努力**?**よ。」
Subtitle: “And you try hard.”
Thanks for any help!