Hello and welcome to a little February update.
Things did not go as smoothly as I hoped this past month and a half. I had a great big plan, smart goals, deadlines for myself, all that. And it all fell to pieces as a return to regular programming + insane workload in January kicked my ass. I scraped by at minimum for the first few weeks of 2025, and struggled with burnout. But as ever, I’m still here :).
I’d like to list out some of the good things.
GOOD THINGS:
- My Japanese is noticeably better. I still have many places that I struggle. But overall, I am understanding my coworkers quickly and consistently. I’m able to translate much faster, and I think my coworkers are speaking to me faster as well. I have even been able to catch + tell a joke or two, which makes me immensely happy. There are a couple of new folks who arrived from Japan and aren’t aware of how truly intermediate I was several months ago. They speak to me very, very quickly, which was a bit of a shock. But overall, I’ve been able to adapt pretty well.
- Oh yeah. I PASSED THE JLPT N3. Hahah I forgot about this one. I DID IT! I got 138/180, with a 50/60 in listening as my best category. This was a huge happiness!
- I started reading my novel, 西の魔がが死んだ. No, I have not been consistent, and no, I haven’t gotten very far. I’m on page 17 lol. spent one session getting through 3 pages in about an hour. The pace is gruelingly slow, but it is satisfying to understand nonetheless. My biggest obstacle is kanji, unfortunately; I have to look up tons of words. But outside of that, the grammar and overall flow is fairly comprehensible.
- I started an anime for the first time in forever, 「葬送のフリーレン」. It’s so, so beautiful and peaceful and sad and interesting. I’m watching with other folks, so there are English subtitles and I’m not counting it as a Japanese immersion watch. But I do listen carefully and look away from the subtitles as much as possible. I can understand a lot.
- I listen to my Japanese podcast! It’s not consistent or a routine, but I have been listening.
- Today I decided to browse around for a show to actually use for immersion. I’m giving 「君に届け」a shot, as one of my Japanese friends gave me the manga many years ago (I have not read but 3 or so pages). I’ve watched about 20 mins of the first episode with Japanese subtitles. I understood pretty much everything, there were only a few times I had to rewind. It’s soooo cool to watch a show like this!
Idk if I’m hooked on the series yet, tbh it feels a little young for me at the moment. I really enjoyed 恋が続くよどこまでも and ブラッシュアップライフ, both of which focus a little more on young adult life (as opposed to student life). If anyone has recommendations for good dramas, or even reality TV, lmk!
HOW I’M RECOVERING
I want to make my way back into a study routine.
- Anki. I spent the last week focusing on bringing my Anki reviews down to a reasonable amount; they finally are. I did about 100-200 reviews per day to catch up. Now I am maintaining them as I work on
- Wanikani. My reviews built up to 1000. I’m working my way down 100 items per day, today I brought it down to 800, which means it’ll be 8 more days before it’s at 0. When I hit 0, I should be in a good place to start adding new WK and AK items sustainably.
That’s it for now. I will continue reading my novel when I can, watching my TV show when I wanna. Oh, and continuing with my podcast. When I feel like AK and WK are back under control, I will choose one of these areas as my next goal:
- Novel
- Podcast
- TV Show
- Articles
- Kanzen N2 grammar book
One last thought. After some recent events in my country, I ended up deleting most social media outside YouTube. Instagram, Reddit, all gone. The news cycle was too distressing and too much at once, plus social media corporations have been giving me the ICK. It’s been about a month now with YouTube as my only doomscrolling app, but today I got tired of the shorts there too. I’m thinking of deleting that app as well and looking up videos on a browser if needed.
All that to say, I’ve really been trying to take more time this year. And without scrolling on social media, I’ve had lots more moments where I get to think–woah, how do I wanna spend right now, what do I wanna do? I’ve already had more time for reading, thinking, cleaning, looking at the news, crossword puzzles, calling friends, daydreaming. I’m hoping that this big step back this year will give me more time for filling my free time with Japanese study, relaxation, and the things I care about.
Bai!