I was having financial problems and also depression issues so I let my subscription lapse and didn’t take up any other form of study to fill in the gaps. It has only been, like, three months, but I took a look at the site again thinking about restarting my sub and was hugely discouraged. I’m at level 25, and yet there are kanji at level 4 that I had burned previously that I don’t remember at all. I feel like I’d need to jump back to like level 5 or so at least to realistically regain everything I’ve forgotten.
I’m kind of depressed that I’ve forgotten so much so easily though. It kinda feels like I’m going to have to keep studying kanji every day for the rest of my life or everything’s going to fall out of my head. That said, maybe starting over will help me refresh the older stuff in my head and I’ll find I remember more than I think. I dunno, it’s just kind of a kick in the gut after how my last few months have gone, I guess.