Hello everyone! Sorry if I’m doing something wrong with this, I haven’t really been to the community before and this is my first post. But hello! I’m glad to be here
I’m here to vent a bit I guess, as I just went through 86 or so reviews and didn’t do too well on them. Many were from the lessons I had done earlier today, 70 I think of those (currently beginning of level 10). I just found that I remembered way less than usual, whether meanings or pronunciations, or even radicals. Stuff is just hitting way harder than it was. I feel so dumb and so bad when I don’t pass reviews, especially when I knew the answer but just didn’t think hard enough (or typed an instinctual answer that was for a similar kanji).
I also find myself not able to remember words unless I see their kanji, and often glazing over and not recognising kanji (in the real world; I live in Japan) I know because they’re not part of the vocab I’ve specifically learned through wanikani. Is this normal? That my memory is so selective to wanikani? Will I eventually come to a stage where the kanji and vocab really gets ingrained to the point where I just know it?
I don’t really know what I’m getting at with this post. Guess i’m just wondering if anyone feels the same? I feel guilty when I fail because I’m on a one-year plan and hope to finish by then, for money’s sake. And so I feel I’m always racing against time and shouldn’t let anything wait. It’s tricky. Ugh, sorry for this mess of a post XD Have a great day, and stay safe!