Hi, everyone.
Before I start I am sorry as this will be long wall of text where I am just pouring out my heart.
I am kind of torn between trying and not trying all this hellish learning again…
I was learning this language in the past like for 4 years? (started like from mid 2018 to mid 2023 or something like that). Most of my time was allocated for learning kanji through Wanikani (my highest level was 31) and reading stuff in Japanese (completed Sekirei manga and read through a lot of other stuff like NHK easy etc.)
Read some of Tae Kims grammar guide as well as Japanese the manga way (read through this one specific book like 10 times).
Here comes my problem. Throughout those years of actively trying and smashing my head against anything and everything I just got overwhelmed by Wanikani in the end got stuck at level 31 for more than half a year and that was even after I did reset once and dropped from 30 to 20… Trying to get my review stuff down but in the end what I was just doing was learning what I forgot for a while and forgetting it again and this process repeated for the whole time till I gave up completely.
From Japanese I do not remember most of the stuff especially those 20-30 levels of Wanikani (I recognize some kanji and the fact that I saw some of those god forsaken kanji for more than 100 or even 200 times and yet nothing… I have no idea what they mean. Maybe if I try to look up their meaning/translation I can get some rough idea…)
Might I say that when I was learning English my process of learning was kinda non standard? Especially if I have to compare it with Japanese. From scratch in two years (was able to read stuff in a year with some little trouble). My method was reading stuff like manga and watching anime with eng subs, playing games etc. while also visiting English courses (but like 60-70% I learned through this aforementioned method).
I can’t apply the same method with Japanese at least not completely and to make everything even worse I got quite lazy with reading (yep, shame me).
Now I did reset whole Wanikani and started from level 1 (at least those first levels seems to be easy as I went through them already…) and started my Bunpro grammar lessons.
So my question is how should I try to approach this if I want to give it another try but in some more meaningful way and especially not to make it another job where I have to get my reviews in time otherwise next day I will be swimming in like hundreds of items for review…
Is there any reading stuff or site that incorporates Wanikani for reading practice?