Day 19 of Leveling Pause on Level 40
It’s funny…two days ago I wrote about how I’m changing the rules for my Old Anki Deck, to reduce the workload and that I will likely delete it towards end of March altogether. Well, I am deleting it right now.
My recent thoughts, and the kind words from Yandros and GolyBidof, helped me remember a little of how I was thinking at the very beginning, when I started this yearly plan of studying & working. The goal was to do it differently than before. Previously I would follow one path, firmly believe that I have to follow it in order to reach the finish line, and when I lost enjoyment for it in the later stages, I would still force myself to do it until burnout. I believe I need to do things differently to avoid burnout, and make the hard decisions of switching things up when necessary. Well, it’s necessary now. At first I thought that refreshing old kanji from Wanikani by re-doing them in Anki will be a great idea, after all I took a long 1 year+ break from studying Japanese, so most of these were long forgotten. I was actually positively surprised, how 30-40% kanji still stuck with me after 1 year break. I went through the deck and definitely remembered & retained a lot of them, but now that cards with 2 month intervals are coming back down, I am once again failing them and confusing them with visually similar ones.
Ultimately, I realized that studying kanji in isolation is not a great way to learn. It’s a great way to go over the material, so that when you encounter it while reading, it’s easier to look it up & retain & continue reading, than if you had to learn it in that moment. It doesn’t break the “flow” of reading that much, and therefore it’s more enjoyable. So isolation study has it perks, and definitely isn’t useless, but I genuinely believe you reach a “glass ceiling” with it, where eventually the effects of pounding over and over the same kanji in isolation are diminishing heavily.
I also firmly believe that if something gets boring, your brain just doesn’t “want” to remember the information anymore. Studying becomes a drag, information is not sticking, you learn slower and you feel like shit because you are doing worse. In the end, I have to ask myself the question: Do i want to just cross off days and be proud I was at it for X days? Or do I want to study Japanese in enjoyable and efficient way?
I think the answer is a balance of the two. Keeping up a habit is important, but enjoyment and efficiency are just as important, if not more so. Taking breaks when feeling burned out is also important, it’s part of the process and not “failing to meet your goals” or “slacking off”. It’s recharging batteries, and quite literally part of the process of studying. I need to keep reinforcing this way of thinking, and I honestly think this study log, putting things on paper is helping me adjust my mentality and learn a new, health way to study
I don’t enjoy Anki overall and isolation study in it, but Wanikani is gamified with levels, and the gamer inside me enjoys that. Bunpro is honestly quite lovely to use, and learning with context sentences feels really rewarding and enjoyable. So I think the goal is to: reduce isolation of Anki, keep Wanikani but maybe slow down, continue Bunpro at same pace and maybe add graded readers or some japanese TV shows with JP subtitles.
I removed the deck just now, it will free up around 15 minutes per day, most of which I will dedicate towards business. I might add graded readers on Bunpro soon, or increase the future Anki deck to go through it a little faster, as I would love to delete this one around end of April/early May too.