🍎🧬📚 queenofthegods' N2 and grad school grind (pls social pressure me into studying)

Hello Everyone! As requested by a couple people and a desire to social pressure myself into studying more, here is a study log.

Current levels:

English :united_states: (Native)

Japanese :japan: (Failing the N2 level)

Chinese :taiwan: (I can read some stuff)

Background:

English :united_states:: My whole school career and college degree were in English

Japanese :japan:: Passed the N3 in winter 2022, taking the N2 for the 4th time this winter

Chinese :taiwan:: Duolingo very casually

Japanese study background:

My aunt is Japanese and my uncle speaks the language so I was exposed to it at a young age but didn’t properly learn anything beyond a few words until I started taking Japanese classes at 17. After that I studied abroad in Japan the next two summers and took a further two years of classes at my university. Post graduation I moved to rural Niigata where very few people speak English so it was a pretty sink or swim situation for much of my work and life. At work it is pretty much 100% Japanese outside of the classroom, even with the English teachers. Despite this, my Japanese level still leaves a lot to be desired, even though I have become somewhat fluent when it comes to working in a school.

Wanikani what?:

I do most of my Wanikani in my free time at work, which there is a lot of. The max number of classes I have in a day is 4 so that means at least 4 hours a day to study just at work, because it is rare to be asked to prepare anything for the classes. I am but a humble English puppet. However, I do not study as much as I should, as evidenced by taking the N2 for the 4th time lol.

To dive into some stats a little, I am 1011 days into Wanikani, 5192 items learned, level 33, and 236,923 reviews in.

That averages out to 234 reviews a day and 46 reviews per item learned. In other words: I am bad at this.

The only thing I am truly doing wrong is I tend not do my reviews on the weekends. In other interesting factoids, I couldn’t read until I was 9 years old and most likely have dyslexia, which actually makes a language with visual variety like Japanese easier for me to read. Being nearly 9 years into studying and still struggling to pass the N2 isn’t great and in the past I got made fun of for my skill vs years studying ratio, but at least I didn’t give up and can do pretty much everything myself here in Japan, if sounding a little dumb while doing it lol.

Overconfident advice time
The most important part of living in another country and learning the language is letting go of your fear of saying something wrong or sounding stupid. You are going to sound dumb and make mistakes. First month here I told my mechanic I want to “work my squirrel” (risu wo hatarakitai) instead of “pay my lease” (ri-su wo haraitai) and here we are five cars later with me telling them all kinds of car words because my cars keep breaking. Who knew old cars could be so good for your language learning!

Today is my 4 year Japanniversary and my final year as an ALT. Earlier this month I applied to a graduate school here in Japan and the entrance exam is November 6th. The goal now is entrance exam and N2 grind.

WHAT I STUDY/PLAN TO STUDY

:crocodile: Wanikani(obvs)
:japanese_passing_grade_button: Grammar/Vocab N2 books
:closed_book: Japanese books (アズカバンの囚人、人体と細胞、夜は猫と一緒、whatever else I find)
:blue_book: English books (to try to increase my attention span and regain the ability to sound intelligent in English)
:page_facing_up: So much f*#!ing paperwork for grad school (did you know you apply by SNAIL MAIL and need to list every school you ever attended starting at SIX YEARS OLD?!?)
:speech_balloon: Text and talk to le bf(henceforth referred to as Mr. Engineer) in Japanese longer than half a sentence
:test_tube: Review enough science to pass the exams and not die in grad school (I only have six days tho lol)

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Welcome to the log fam! catwave

Indeed, that’s what Teppei from Nihongo con Teppei

recommends as well!
Trying and making mistakes – is essential part of learning! wricat

Did N3 also required several attempts or were you able to pass N3 at first try?

Anyway, best of luck with your studies! wricat

P. S.

trunky_rolling

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I passed the N3 on my second attempt, first attempt being summer 2022. My fail score was 89 and my pass score was 98. Not a high scorer lol. My goal for the N2 is exactly 90 points.

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I’ve been learning for about 25 years and I’m only taking N2 this year, so you have me beat :rofl:

Welcome to the logging crew. May you get the social pressure you need to get your work done, but also not get stuck in the spend all of your time on the WK forums trap :joy:

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Welcome to study logs!

I’m the same, I do my “studying” in downtime between classes, and then do reading/watching etc. in the evening. It took me a while to try and get rid of kind of internal pressure stopping me from “looking like I’m not doing anything productive” by studying at my desk, but then I realised that whenever I do it coworkers are always intrigued and come and start conversations about it anyway

Good luck with all the exams! There’s lots of other people on here preparing for JLPT in December too

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Hello and welcome to the loggers :smiley: !

What can you link into your Japanese practice for fun and without pressure ?

Internal motivation may help alongside external motivation. Doing things for yourself in Japanese may unlock unknown powers.

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My coworkers (except a singular elementary teacher) don’t give a flying f…ish… what I do at my desk. Even 100,000 reviews and two Harry Potter books in, many of my coworkers were still convinced I couldn’t read Japanese, despite doing all that studying at my desk during work hours. These days most people know I can read at least. At the four year mark now and I am extremely jaded lol.

Thank you for the encouragement. I will try to study more in these last five weeks.

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Somehow, this reminded me of this classic trunky_rolling

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This is so real hahahahaha. I’ve definitely had the “but I speak Japanese…” many times.

These days people are way more accepting of a non-Asian face speaking Japanese though! I’ve had some Asian friends visit who speak zero Japanese and people didn’t really think anything of it when I do all the talking. However, the McDonalds workers were a little taken aback when watching me (very white American) order in Tohoku accented Japanese then immediately switch to casual English to ask my Taiwanese friend what he wants, then switch back to Japanese without a second thought. I think my slightly hillbilly accent convinces people I am the real deal. Nobody asks me how many days I am visiting Japan for anymore lol

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I’m only in year 2, but yeah the same exact thing, coworkers don’t believe I read or speak or understand Japanese until they physically see me reading a book or have a proper Japanese conversation with me, the teacher who sat next to me for a year and a half straight took a whole year and a half to catch on even seeing me studying for hours a day, slowly winning them over to understanding one by one :joy:

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My coworkers either introduce me to new coworkers as “this is our ALT. She speaks Japanese” or don’t tell them and watch them make fools of themselves trying to speak English. One time we got a new vice principal and he really didn’t know English and was trying so hard to explain something to me in English, so I politely waited (mind you I talked to him in Japanese on the phone when I called in sick the previous week). Several coworkers were also just letting him struggle until eventually one started laughing and told him I speak Japanese, at which point he asked me if I speak Japanese and I said yes lol. Schedule conversations went a lot better after that.

Probably my coworkers’ favorite thing about my Japanese getting better is I am now a source for information fishing. In rural Japan people are VERY nosy so sometimes I get probed for information about teachers at the other school I work at, my neighbors, other ALTs, strange happenings in the village settlement, stuff like that.

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Great to see that you started a study log, will be interesting to see your updates!

:laughing:

頑張って!with everything, and hope you pass the N2 this time!

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I don’t know what went wrong here. Surrounding paragraph and context? Mora length/count and consonants might also matter, but it seems not to be pitch accent. (Musical beats…)

I have a feeling that Japanese people might expect only some certain ways of phrasing, being a language with a lot of homonyms and limited numbers of Kana, and pitch accents could also be the same type…

I have to agree with speak a lot without shame here not that I have much experience

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Are you asking how I messed this up or why they didn’t understand me?

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More of, don’t worry.

But if you can recap what was wrong, it could be helpful for improvement…

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働く and 払うare different words. Simple as that.

I’ve never studied pitch accent in my life. Just keep listening and your accent will come through.

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The way you write is so entertaining, please continue to share.

Grad school was just pain, but I’m sure you’ll find humor in it. Good luck !

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It’s probably about syllable/mora count and length, not about pitch accent in this case. But listening, or on a bigger scale, observation, is indeed very important.

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October 31st 2025

:crocodile: 182 reviews and 10 lessons
:automobile: 40 min of getting my new car and contract explained to me
:owl: also appeased the Duolingo Owl

Dressed up as a witch at work today and wore four witch hats because that’s funny. When kids would notice I would start taking off the hats and the look on their faces was the funniest thing. Wearing four witch hats just to mess with people seems like such a witch thing to do.

Personally I was going for a Tiffany Aching look with some sensible pants under my dress and a green sweater with sheep on it I hope she would approve of (handmade, of course). Obviously I got this idea at about 10:30pm yesterday and stayed up late making my own hare necklace and shepard’s crown. Honestly pretty happy with how it turned out, all things considered.

Got a lot of little kid high fives today too. Omgggg they are so cute, I think I can forgive them for being sticky sometimes. It’s so sad that by 3rd grade kids are too cool to high five teachers, like damn I could go for some slightly bigger hands high fiving me. I love my angsty teens too, they are funny as heck.

One of those high fives was from the daughter/granddaughter of the mechanics that took the time to explain my new car to me today. This is my 5th car this year, and likely my permanent one. This is the end of what has been a comedy of errors starting with the door of my beloved Tanto-san falling off in a parking lot in Hokkaido at 9:30pm, to then getting a 代車 (replacement car? Loaner car?) that reeked of cigarettes, that car suddenly refusing to let the key turn and getting stuck in it for 30min, to yet another 代車(not to be confused with 台車 which is what you move a piano with) which I highly suspect has been in a crash, then suddenly getting a phone call asking me to come in for my new car.

My new car is lovely so far but I do hate the turn signal system. The lever doesn’t stay it just goes back. It has bluetooth, a backup camera, and my absolute favorite of seat warmers. My beloved Tanto-san was 17 years old and lacked all of these modern features. This new car is CONSTANTLY telling me 「ご注意ください」further demonstrating Japan’s need to have all technology talk to you. I know how to drive, thank you very much, so I don’t appreciate being scolded constantly by an inanimate object.

Wish me luck as I have another three hours to drive with this car that is constantly scolding me for my driving habits. Well excuse me for mountain roads having nearly non-existent lane markings that make it difficult to know where to be sometimes.

Also, @golybidoof and @shannon-8 you requested to be tagged so here ya go

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Congrats on having started your study log! It seems like WaniKani might be in its “people attempting N2 exams” season, it’s like a big class that everyone attempts to graduate from at the same time ^^

Though we do have some fellow N1 senpais and N3 kouhais here as well C:

Glad you were able to wear the witch hats and got the tiny high fives and hope you had a fun halloween today ^^

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