February 25th!
Today I read chapter 45 of Happiness, and finished volume 9. Only one volume left so Iโm looking forward to seeing how it all ends.
February 25th!
Today I read chapter 45 of Happiness, and finished volume 9. Only one volume left so Iโm looking forward to seeing how it all ends.
February 25th
Card Captor Sakura volume 11 โ progress report
Yesterday: Read up to page 141, finished chapter 44.
Today: Continued up to page 167.
Small read today but tomorrow Iโll hopefully be able to finish this volume and start the last one. Maybe I can still finish it until the 28th.
Word or expression of the day:
็ถใ - (ใคใ) - to succeed (a person, to a position etc.), to inherit, to take over
Honourable mention(s):
้ญ - (ใใพใใ) - soul, spirit
Day 55
I finished the fifth volume of Tsugumomo and started the next volume right away. Soon I will be done with reading all digital manga I have.
3916 pages read
Got through the prologue of steins gate. itโs weird looking back on my speed because what took me an hour and 15 min felt like it should have taken me way less. I guess in general visual novels are still kind of like books where things generally go slower despite the visual cues.
Edit: Seeing video times on YouTube I guess it is about an hour long in general. So I feel less bad.
February 25th
ใธใงใธใงใฎๅฅๅฆใชๅ้บ10
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ใซใชใใฉใดใณ 1
62 - 104
ๅฎ็ณใฎๅฝ
start - 7 (digital)
I decided I might as well keep going fast with Ruri Dragon lol.
I heard Land of the Lustrous is free for about a week, so figured Iโd give it a try since I enjoyed the anime. Itโs weird not seeing everyone in color. The real problem is though that itโs digital and my eyes can only handle so much screentime a day. I donโt know if Iโll try to finish the volume or not. I might buy it in the future, although I really donโt have the shelf spaceโฆ
emerges from the depths
Day 46: February 15th
Missed
Day 47: February 16th
What did I read?: ใใณใฎใณใปใใคใฆใงใค
How much did I read?: 8 pages
How long did it take me?: 30 minutes
Day 48: February 17th
What did I read?: ใใณใฎใณใปใใคใฆใงใค
How much did I read?: 8 pages
How long did it take me?: 37 minutes
Day 49: February 18th
Missed
Day 50: February 19th
What did I read?: ใใณใฎใณใปใใคใฆใงใค
How much did I read?: 6 pages
How long did it take me?: 28 minutes
Day 51-55: February 20th-24th
Missed
Day 56: February 25th
What did I read?: ใใณใฎใณใปใใคใฆใงใค
How much did I read?: 10 pages
How long did it take me?: 38 minutes
Iโve been quite busy with work, especially this past week, so I decided to pretty much step away from the challenge for a bit to give myself the mental space I needed to deal with that. Didnโt feel like reading, so I didnโt force it. (It was very much a good move, btw, I was insanely productive the whole week and even got to complete some stuff ahead of schedule which I was not anticipating at all lol, so that was a good feeling). Trying to get back on the horse a bit for the last couple days of the challenge - canโt believe itโs almost ending already. Still enjoying Penguin Highway, the mystery keeps growing I really liked the part where the girlโs umbrella starts to sprout flowers, that really just sounded so pretty
First - happy extremely belated birthday @natarin !
Steal away hahaha, Iโm glad Iโm not the only one that experiences this feeling
Also, same hat, welcome back to us both
I read a few pages of ไธๅๆญปใใ ็ท on the bus (early reading for next week) and then a few pages of ๅ่ฝใก tonight, finishing 4.7 but Iโm so mentally tired that Iโm having to reread a lot more than usual so going to wait til tomorrow to finish it.
I may read more ไธๅๆญปใใ ็ท tonight as itโs a much easier book and then have tomorrow to focus on ๅ่ฝใก and ใใฎๆฌใ็ใใใฎใฏ. Iโm seeing the light at the end of the tunnel re: books Iโm going to stick to my obligations (ใฌใใซ๏ผ and whatever is the next Mystery Book Club) but I think Iโm going to need to be more cautious of joining any new clubs until at least the N1 is over. Iโve barely studied for it, and I need to honestly as the question formats still catch me off guard. Also justโฆendurance. How to read so many boring excerpts without losing focusโฆ
February 25 Home Post
Thanks again for the birthday wishes I played some more Steins;Gate today, didnโt end up having a whole lot of time to do so but it continues to be very intriguing
I have many questions and no answers lmao.
Home post // Feb 25
ใป่ฌๅฑใฎใฒใจใใใจ๏ผ (81% โ 100%)
I finished the book
I knew it! Finally confirmed: ไปปๆฐ is the character I thought he was Wheee! And he was trying to tell Maomao but she dodged the conversation, literally shut the door in his face. At least, she heard his apology.
The scene in the cave was hilarious, Maomao got to know about the frog
. Label: ใใใใ. Iโm glad the scene didnโt go any further than that though, seems like he really wanted to prove that it was not a frog at all
Hereโs my favorite illustration in this volume:
ใใใใ
Possible spoiler for volume 5, I think: In this volume, Iโm glad the frog scene stopped where it did, but Iโm kinda freaked out because I know Nafu complained about a scene that basically was an assault? Iโm worried.
ใปใใฎๆฌใ็ใ่ ใฏ (0% โ 1%)
Also read the first 3-4 pages of new book.
PS. I fell asleep last night before I could post xD
๏ผๆ๏ผ๏ผๆฅ
(Home Post Link)
Read:
Word of the Day:
็ญ่ซใใฒใคใ ใใใผ communicating in writing
Feb 11th-25th
Home Post
Hello hello everyoneโฆ Many days without updating and honestlyโฆ reading during the trip didnโt go well at all, but itโs okay I guessโฆ
11/2: ใใใใฎๅนธใใช็ตๅฉ, 26min
12/2: ใใใใฎๅนธใใช็ตๅฉ, 48min
13/2-14/2: missed
15/2: ใใใใฎๅนธใใช็ตๅฉ, 23min 31%
16/2: missed
17/2: ๆใฎใจใใch107,108.
18/2: ๆใฎใจใใch108 read-aloud.
19-24/2: all missedโฆ
25/2: ๆใฎใจใใch109. โ ended up getting called to do something and had to leave the bookclub sessionโฆ
I only had and
with me for the trip, so nothing else read. I feel bad for falling into a reading slump but as long as I get back on track and donโt give up completely, I think it should be okay.
26th feb
another short chapter of ่โใใซใใใ today, this time they went shopping and ended up doing a comedy routine for the elderly, as you do. not sure iโm enjoying it as such, but itโs something to look at. comedy in general seems harder
February 26th
ใธใงใธใงใฎๅฅๅฆใชๅ้บ10
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ใซใชใใฉใดใณ 1
105 - 170 (end)
ๅฎ็ณใฎๅฝ
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Posting now because I doubt Iโll read other stuff tonight. Too much studying and work to do. Pretty sure I have the same umbrella as the mom (?), also canโt wait to see whatโs revealed at the start of vol 2 when it eventually (hopefully) comes.
Also thinking Iโll put Land of the Lustrous and Ruri Dragon on the same list of manga to buy later when I have the shelf/the works are complete like Rose of Versailles
Read a chapter of ๆจใใฎๅญ and a section of Chainsaw Man: Buddy Stories. Played Genshin but admittedly ignored a lot of the dialogue.
I was pretty busy today. Had a cooking class and a Livestream of Nogizaka46. So that was about 8 hours of my day, but still made some time for reading. Tomorrow Tuesday is the last day of the challenge, so Iโll give my final results for the challenge, reflections, etc.
EDIT: I got my days mixed up!
Feb 26, Sun of Week 9 of Winter Q1 2023
After Ch.16 is publication notes and I went on full reading without looking up, perhaps I was getting tired. With enough Furigana (but not all), subvocalization, or reading aloud quietly, is easy.
February 26th
Card Captor Sakura volume 11 / volume 12 โ progress report
Yesterday: Continued up to page 167.
Today: Read up to page 181, finished chapter 45 and volume 11.
Began reading volume 12, read up to page 17.
Eriol finally explained his motives and apologised for the trouble he caused โ sure hope so, my dude, you almost killed Sakura at least once during your shenanigans.
With the main plot point of turning the Clow Cards into Sakura Cards being finished, volume 12 is probably going to be all about the characters and completing some unfinished business between them. Frankly, I donโt remember much about this volume except some of the things which strictly involving Sakura and Shaolan and the ending.
Btw, happy cakeday, @nyxqueenofshadows !
Word or expression of the day:
ๆดๅฏๅ - (ใฉใใใคใใใ) - insight, discernment, perception, acumen
Honourable mention(s):
่พใ็ฎใซๅใ - (ใคใใใใซใใ) - to have a hard time (of it)
The Tanuki Kotatsu Reading Den
February 26th
ๆฐๆธๅคช้ฃ่จ progress: 13.11% // Volume II: 48.95%
Todayโs text was stuffed full with lots of confusing names (people, castles, places), at one point it just put them in a list because there were so many.
Is this the name of a guy or a castle? Oh itโs talking, it must be a person.
Is he affiliated with this clan, or that clan? Well, he used to be in this clan, but then moved to that clan which then dissolved and became part of his original clan but then he decided to move again to this other clan.
Forms
็ถ ๏ผ ๅฐใใชใใ(Still; yet)
Probably some spoilers, but this is a historic novel, so can spoilers really exist for things that have (for the most part) actually happened
ๆฅๅใใฒใใใ- Hideyoshi (as child)
Nicknames: ็ฟใใใใ/ ้ๅฃฒใใใฏใใใใ
Name serving Nobunaga: ๆจไธ ่คๅ้ใใใฎใใ ใจใใใกใใใ
Family
ๆจไธๅผฅๅณ่ก้ใใใฎใใ ใใใใใ- Father
โ โ ไน่ฅใใใจใใใ- Old friend (serves under ็น็ฐ)
็ญ้ฟๅผฅใใกใใใฟใใผ Step-father
ๅคงๆฟๆใใใใพใใฉใใใ// also ใๅฅๅ ใใใชใใใผ Mother
ใใคใฟ - Older sister
ๅฐ็ซนใใใกใใ- Baby brother
ๅ ่คๆธ
ๆญฃใใใจใ ใใใพใใ// also ๅผพๆญฃใใ ใใใใใ- Ojisan (only distantly related (before marriage))
โ Married to: ใใใค (sister of ใๅฅๅ )
Friends & Acquaintances
ไป็ใใซใใใ- Big kid friend
ๆผ็ฆใใใตใใ(Nickname - full name: ็ฆๅคช้ใใตใใใใ) // ๆฅๆฏ็ฆใใใใใใตใใ(Chinese name/birth name) - Timid kid friend (older than Hideyoshi)
โ ไบ้ๅคงๅคซ ใใใ ใ ใใใ// ็ฅฅ็ใใใใใใใ(Chinese name) - Father
โ ๆขจ็ดใใใใใ- Mother
ๆจๆฌก้ใใใฆใใใใ- Previous servant to ไบ้, later the adoptive father of ๆผ็ฆ, and owner of a tea ware shop - and employer of, and master to, Hideyoshi
Hachisuka Clan
่้ ่ณๅฐๅ
ญใใฏใกใใ ใใใใ(also ๆญฃๅ ใใพใใใคใ) - Head of the Hachisuka clan
โ ไธๅ
ใใชใชใใ- Younger brother
โ Married to ๆพๆณขใใพใคใชใฟใ
โ โ ไบไธใใใใใกใ- Son
Retainers:
็จฒ็ฐๅคง็ๅฉใใใชใ ใใใใฎใใ]
้ๅฑฑๆฐไธใใใใใพ ใใใใกใ
้ทไบๅไนไธใใชใใ ใฏใใฎใใใใ
ๆพๅๅ
ๅ ใใพใคใฐใ ใใใฟใ
Others:
ๅฝๅใใใซใใใ- Gunsmith/blacksmith
ๆธก่พบๅคฉ่ตใใใใชใน ใฆใใใใ- Deserter - Nobushi (Nephew to Koroku)
้ฃๆณขๅ
่จใใชใใฐ ใชใใใ- Spy disguised as a Komuso
ไป็ฐๅฝฆๅใใซใฃใ ใฒใใใ
ใใ- Subordinate
(่้ ่ณๆญฃๅฉใใฏใกใใ ใพใใจใใ- previous head of the Hachisuka clan)
Saito Clan
((questionable) Alliance with the Hachisuka clan)
ๆ่ค ้ไธใใใใจใ ใฉใใใใ- Head of the Saito clan
โ ๆ่ค็พฉ้พใใใใจใ ใใใใคใ(also: ้ซๆฟใใใใพใใ) - Son
ๆๆบ ๅ
็งใใใใก ใฟใคใฒใงใ(common name: ๅๅ
ต่กใใใ
ใในใใ) - serves under Dosan
โ ๅๅธใใพใใใกใ- Underling / foot soldier
ๅ ็ฐ ้็ฉบใใปใฃใ ใฉใใใใ- Chief retainer
ๅผฅๅนณๆฒปๅ
ๆฅใใใธใใ ใฟใคใฏใใ- Retainer (cousin to Jyubei)
โ ๆๆบๅ
ๅฎใใใใก ใฟใคใใใ- Father
ๆฅๆฅไธนๅพใใใใ ใใใใ- Military commander
Oda Clan
็น็ฐ ไฟก้ทใใใ ใฎใถใชใใ- Leader of the Oda clan (Married to the daughter of Saito Dosan)
โ ๅฏๆใใใฅใใ- Nobunagaโs faithful, old horse
โ ็น็ฐไฟก็งใใใ ใฎใถใฒใงใ- Father and previous leader of the Oda clan
โ โ ็น็ฐไธไธ้ใใใ ใใใถใใใ- Younger brother
โ โ ็น็ฐไฟก่กใใใ ใฎใถใใคใ(Other name: ไฟกๆใใฎใถใชใใ) - Son (half-brother to Nobunaga (different mother))
Retainers (Under Nobuhide rule):
ๅนณๆ ๆฟ็งใใฒใใฆ ใพใใฒใงใ
โ ไบ้ๅทฆ่ก้ใใใใใใใใใ(nickname: ไบ้ๅทฆใใใใใใ) - First son
โ ็ฃ็ฉใใใใใคใ- Second son
โ ็ๅทฆ่ก้ใใใใใใใใ- Third son
โ ้จๅฎฎๅ่งฃ็ฑใใใใฟใ ใใใใ- Servant
ๆ ็ง่ฒใใฏใใ ใฒใงใใ ใ(common name: ๆฐไบ้ใใใใใใ/ nickname: ไฝๆธกใใใฉใใ) (served under Nobunaga too)
โ ็พไฝๅฎใใฟใพใใใฎใใฟใ- Younger brother
้ๅฑฑ ไฟกๆใใใใใพ ใฎใถใพใใ(common name: ไธไธๅณ่ก้ใใใใใใใใ)
ๅ
่ค ๅไปใใชใใจใ ใใใใใ / ใใคใใใ
Retainers (Under Nobunaga rule):
ๆด็ฐๅๅฎถใใใฐใ ใใคใใใ(Nickname: ๆจฉๅ
ญใใใใใใ)
Others:
ๅธๅทๅคงไปใใใกใใ ใ ใใใใ- Archery master/instructor
ๅนณ็ฐไธไฝใใฒใใ ใใใฟใ- Master of military strategy
ๆต
้ๅๅณ่ก้ใใใใฎ ใพใใใใใ- Military commander
โ ๅฏงๅญใใญใญใ- Daughter
ใใใพใ - Former worker/servant, friend of Hideyoshi
Shiba Clan
ๆฏๆณข็พฉ็ตฑใใใฐ ใใใใญใ- Head of the Shiba clan, at Kiyosu castle
โ ๆฏๆณข็พฉ้ใใใฐ ใใใใญใ- Son
Imagawa Clan
ไปๅท็พฉๅ
ใใใพใใ ใใใใจใ- Daimyo
Retainers:
ๆพไธไน็ถฑใใพใคใใ ใใใคใชใ(common name: ๅ ๅ
ต่กใใใธใใ)
้ฃฏๅฐพ่ฑๅใใใฎใ ใถใใใ
ๅค่ณ่ฝๅ
ซ้ใใใใฎใ ใฏใใใใ(nickname: ่ฝๅ
ซใใฎใใฏใกใ)
Takeda Clan
ๅคช้็พฉไฟกใใใใ ใใใฎใถใ- Commander
(Married to the daughter of Imagawa Yoshimoto to tie the clans)
Non-affiliated
ไธๆณ ไฟก็ถฑใใใฟใใใฟ ใฎใถใคใชใ(also: ไธๆณ ไผๅขๅฎใใใฟใใใฟ ใใใฎใใฟใ) - Founder of the ๆฐ้ฐๆตใใใใใใใ
ใใschool of Kenjutsu
โ ็็ฐๅฐไผฏใใฒใใ ใใใใฏใใ- Disciple
โ ็ฅๅพไบๅ
ญ้ใใใใ ใใใใใใ- Disciple
ๅกๅ ๅไผใใคใใฏใ ใผใใงใใ- Kensei; legendary swordsman
้ฟๅไปฒ้บปๅใใใน ใฎ ใชใใพใใใผ Japanese scholar & poet (700s)
็ฝๆฅฝๅคฉใใฏใ ใใใใใผ Chinese poet (Bai Juyi / Bo Juyi) also known as: ็ฝๆฅฝๅคฉใใฏใ ใใใฆใใin Japan. (Late 700s)
้ๅ ใใฉใใใใ(or ้ๅ ็ฆ ๅธซใใฉใใใ ใใใใใผ Japanese Buddhist Priest, writer & poet (also known as ๆ ่ฅฟ็ฆ ๅธซใใใใใ ใใใใ) (Early / mid 1200s)
็ฉบๆตทใใใใใใใผ The one and only Kukai or Kobo Daishi - a Buddhist monk. Posthumously given the title of: ๅผๆณๅคงๅธซใใใใผใ ใ ใใใborn as: ไฝไผฏ ็้ญใใใใ ใฎ ใพใใ(late 700s / early 800s)
ๆบ้ ผๆฟใใฟใชใใจ ใฎ ใใใพใใใผ Prominent poet and warrior (1100s)
ๅนณ ้็ใใใใ ใฎ ใใใใใใผ Military commander and court noble, claimed to be an ancestor of Oda Nobunaga (Mid-1100s)
ๆกๆญฆ๏ผๅคฉ็๏ผใใใใ๏ผใฆใใฎใ๏ผใใผ 50th Emperor of Japan, claimed to be an ancestor of Taira no Shigemori, thus ancestor to Oda Nobunaga (Mid-Late 700s)
Volume II: 1555 - 15??
(currently 1561)
Oda Clan
็น็ฐ ไฟก้ทใใใ ใฎใถใชใใ- Head of the Oda clan
โ ็น็ฐ ไฟกๅบใใใ ใฎใถใฒใใ- Older brother
โ ็น็ฐ ไฟก่กใใใ ใฎใถใใใ(also: ไฟกๅใใฎใถใใคใ) - Younger brother
ๆจไธ ่คๅ้ใใใฎใใ ใจใใใกใใใ- Hideyoshi
โ ๆจ่ก ๆจฉไธใใใพใ ใใใใใ(Nickname: ใใใ) - Servant
Military Commanders
ๆต
้ ๅๅณ่ก้ใใใใฎ ใพใใใใใ
โ ๅฏงๅญใใญใญใ- Daughter
ๆด็ฐ ๅๅฎถใใใฐใ ใใคใใใ(nickname: ๆจฉๅ
ญใใใใใใ)
ๆฑ ็ฐ ๆ่ใใใใ ใคใญใใใ(Common name: ๅไธ้ใใใคใใถใใใ)
ๆ ็ง่ฒใใฏใใ ใฒใงใใ ใ
ไฝไน
้ ็้ใใใใพ ใใใใใ(also know as: ๅคงๅญฆใใ ใใใใ)
ๅฑฑๅฃ ๅฎๅญใใใพใใก ใใใใใ(also known as: ๆตท่ไธใใใณใฎใใใใ)
ๆๆค ๅ้กใใคใ ใจใใใใ(also known as: ็่ใใใใฐใ)
Retainers
ไฝไน
้ ็ๆฟใใใใพ ใใใพใใ(nickname: ็่ใใใใฐใ)
ๆฃฎ ๅฏๆใใใ ใใใชใใ(Other name: ไธๅทฆ่ก้ใใใใใใใใ)
โ ่ญไธธใใใใพใใ- Son
Others
ๅฑฑๆทต ๅณ่ฟใใใพใถใก ใใใใ- Magistrate
โ ๅฑฑๆทต ็พฉ้ ใใใพใถใก ใใใจใใ- Father (Chief Vassal)
ๆธ้จ ๆฐๅทฆ่ก้ใใจใน ใใใใใใใ- Castle commander
ๆฐด้ ๅธฏๅใใฟใใฎ ใใฆใใใ- Castle Guard
Maeda Clan
ๅ็ฐ ๅฉๅฎถใใพใใ ใจใใใใ(childhood name: ็ฌๅไปฃใใใฌใกใใ) - Military commander
Saito Clan
ๆ่ค ็พฉ้พใใใใจใ ใใใใคใ(also: ้ซๆฟใใใใพใใ) - Military commander
โ ๅญซๅ้ใใพใใใใใ- Brother
โ ๅๅนณๆฌกใใใธใใใ- Brother
โ ๆ่ค ้ไธใใใใจใ ใฉใใใใ- Father
Akechi Clan
ๆๆบ ๅ
็งใใใใก ใฟใคใฒใงใ(common name: ๅๅ
ต่กใใใ
ใในใใ) - Military Commander
ๆๆบ ๅ
ๅฎใใใใก ใฟใคใใใ- Military Commander and adoptive father of Jyubei
โ ๆๆบ ็งๆบใใใใก ใฒใงใฟใคใ- Son, and retainer to Jyubei
Imagawa Clan
ไปๅท ็พฉๅ
ใใใพใใ ใใใใจใ- Daimyo
โ ไปๅท ๆฐ็ใใใพใใ ใใใใญใ- Son, and heir to the Imagawa clan
โ ๅคชๅ ้ชๆใใใใใ ใใฃใใใ- Uncle, military advisor and monk
Military Commanders
ไผไธน ๅบท็ดใใใใฟ ใใใชใใ(also known as: ๆจฉ้ฟๅผฅใใใใใฟใ)
ๅบตๅ ๅฟ ็ธใใใฏใ ใใ ใใใ(also known as: ๅฐ็ฃใใใใใใใ)
ๆ่ค ๅฉๆพใใใใจใ ใจใใใฟใ(also known as: ๆ้จไปใใใถใฎใใใ)
Others
ๅพณๅท ๅฎถๅบทใใจใใใ ใใใใใ(Childhood name: ็ซนๅไปฃใใใใกใใ// Other name: ๅ
ๅบทใใใจใใใ) - Soldier
โ ็ฏๅฑฑใใคใใใพใ- Wife
โ ๆฆๅ ๅฟ ๆฟใใใใใฐใ ใใ ใพใใ- Vassal
ๆๆฏๅฅ ไธป่จใใใใฒใช ใใใใ- Samurai
Takeda Clan
ๆญฆ็ฐ ไฟก็ใใใใ ใใใใใ- Daimyo
Asakura Clan
ๆๅ ็พฉๆฏใใใใใ ใใใใใ- Daimyo
Sakai Clan
Military Commanders
้
ไบ ๆญฃ่ฆชใใใใ ใพใใกใใ(also known as: ไธๅ้ใใใใใใ)
Matsudaira Clan
Military Commanders
ๆพๅนณ ่ฆชไฟใใพใคใ ใใ ใกใใจใใ(also known as: ๅทฆ้ฆฌๅฉใใใพใฎใใใ)
ๆๆตฆ ๅ่ฒใใใใใ ใใใใ ใ(also known as: ๅ
ซ้ไบ้ใใฏใกใใใใใใ)
Non-affiliated
้ตๆฎฟ ็ไธใใใฉ (ใฎ) ใใใใกใ- Mountain priest (Yamabushi)
รรใงใ้ญๆณๅฐๅฅณใซใชใใพใใ? Volume 1 (52% โจ 55%)
ARIA The MASTERPIECE Volume 6 (15% โจ 25%)
orange Volume 7 (15% โจ 25%)
YAIBA Volume 1 (36% โจ 46%)
ใฒใๆ Volume 1 (87% โจ 100%)
The plan was to read at least a bit from everything Iโm in the middle of a volume of, but I got distracted from that.
Just passed around the third of the novel ใกใใฃใจไปใใไปไบใใใฆใใ, which so far is focusing on the resulting stress and pressure of working in ใใฉใใฏไผๆฅญ, and what it does to the mental state of employees. Iโm really interested to see where the story will go next.
Personally, one of the interesting pieces of information I encountered while reading is the origin of the phrase ใตใถใจใใ็ๅ็พค, which is the Japanese name for โblue mondayโ. Also this part stuck with me quite a bit, as I would say probably everybody experienced this feeling, at least in some way, in their life