Hello, IiIichai, I wanted to share a similar story because sometimes it can help to soothe a soul if they hear about someone’s similar experience. I decided to learn Japanese in early August 2023 and began WaniKani in the middle/end of August (after seeing some people on Youtube recommend it). For me, learning Japanese started as a joke for myself because I thought it would be hilarious if I yell at my coworkers in Japanese just like Kagiyama in Haikyuu!!: 「もっと早く!」 (lol… I am not actually the type of person who yells at others, so this is mostly why the idea is so funny to me).
Around the following December or January, on level 16 or so on WaniKani, I started to lose interest in Japanese and my focus switched to healing (soul healing, past life healing, current life healing, etc). I stopped logging into WaniKani for a while, and when I peeked back at the website, I saw I had something like 900 or 1,000 reviews to do.
Not even my favorite anime, Haikyuu!! was enough to motivate me, anymore. I felt kind of depressed, and I thought: “Well, that’s it. I guess I’ll no longer be learning Japanese.” But even still, I logged back in and tried to re-motivate myself by doing a few reviews. “Holy crap, I still remember these. How the heck do I still remember all of this? I haven’t been doing the reviews! How??” I was shocked that I remembered any of it, but that is a testament to the power of mnemonics and spaced repetition. But even the happy surprise of remembrance didn’t really give me much motivation to continue.
In June 2024, I discovered a movie called Godzilla Minus One (ゴジラ -1.0) and I fell in love with Japan all over again, just as I did when I was watching Haikyuu!! and the stage play of Haikyuu!!. At the same time, I was getting burned out on all the spiritual healing and so I’ve dived back into Japanese, slowly making my way through the thousand reviews over the weeks until it got back down to zero reviews. Then I made my way through the rest of the kanji of level 16, as well as some kanji in level 17. I’m still enjoying it now, and I like listening to the Level 0 books in the youtube channel, NPO多言語多読.
So, all is not lost. It can be picked up again. Just like going back to a game you haven’t played in a year—you’ll get back into the swing of things. I think the most important thing is finding a reason to learn Japanese. For me, Japan, and Japanese entertainment creatives, have inspired the heck out of me with the manga stories and anime and movies. And, I kinda want to be like the people I like, even if those people are just characters. I feel like no characters in Hollywood have quite inspired me the way the Japanese have (perhaps with the exception of Lord of the Rings), and I just feel drawn to it and I want to understand what the voice actors and directors are saying when they are interviewed. Plus, language learning provides mental stimulation that is greatly lacking in my job (I work in shipping & handling and assembly, and it’s the same boring thing, day after day, with no real challenge for me, so Japanese provides a good challenge).
This is my first time posting on these forums, so here is some information about myself: I am a 43 year old American female in Arizona. I work full-time, I live with a cat, and most weekends are spent by myself and studying Japanese on my Mac laptop. I had the chance to live in Stockholm, Sweden, for three years in my 30s and I believe that my experience with learning Swedish (and using spaced repetition flash cards and Anki) is strongly boosting my ability to learn Japanese at a faster pace than I normally would if I hadn’t had the experience of learning Swedish first. As an introvert, I greatly appreciate WaniKani because it’s easier to learn reading, rather than speaking to human beings (like through iTalki or something). I make up for the lack of speaking practice by speaking to my cat in foreign languages: 食べる?はい。どうぞ。Varsågod. Smacklig måltid! 大好きだ。鳥?大き鳥!外?暑いねー。あぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁぁそぼ!早い!強い! And when he attacks my feet as I walk: 「コワイ!コワイ猫!」
My philosophy is: Just a little bit, day by day, adds up to good progress over time. I’m no longer in a rush to “git r done” as I was in my 20s. I am comfortable with my steady pace. And now I have the experience of taking a break and coming back to WaniKani, and I know that I’ll be able to pick it up and all that time spent on Japanese is not actually fully lost into the abyss as I had feared. Now, onto the reviews! はじめましょ!