Hello all you wonderful people of the WaniKani forums!
Long time lurker, first time posting. I’ve always had a great time looking through the forums and seeing the WaniKani Community Summary emails, scrolling through what everyone has been talking about, but I had never been able to muster the courage to post something myself. Recently though, I’ve had a lot of thoughts about WaniKani that I’ve wanted to get off my chest and hear what other people might think, so here I am. Hi!
WaniKani changed my life, and turned what was just a slight interest I had at the beginning of high school, into something that I love so much I’m majoring in it in college. I had originally done it only spottily, but after setting my sights on taking the JLPT N4 level at the start of my junior year of high school, I got into it daily, and I really loved it. I loved it so much that In the beginning of my senior year, I switched courses from CS and decided I wanted to major in Japanese in college, and even wrote my college essay about WaniKani and how getting into good daily habits changed me for the better.
Unfortunately, my habit of keeping up with WaniKani didn’t last forever. By the end of my senior year of HS, worrying about AP exams, final exams, and applying for the MEXT scholarship [I was rejected after the test/interview :’ ( ] all around the same time, one day I broke the habit. And from then on, I could never quite get back into it. The reviews piled sky high and seemed to only get more and more daunting. I’ve been sitting at level 56 since…
It’s not like I stopped studying Japanese though. I of course started college, and with that actual Japanese classes (up to then I had never taken an actual class on it). It really improved my ability to speak Japanese way beyond what it was before. I also started reading a few Japanese light novels of a some anime I loved to watch a long time ago. Though I usually had to check a dictionary after every sentence, with every one I finished reading, I found the next one a bit easier. I even started making an Anki deck for terms I had seen showing up multiple times.
It feels like I’ve moved on from WaniKani… but I also feel like I don’t want to. How can I move on without getting that golden level 60 badge! But seriously… I do occasionally see words in the novels I read, and when I look them up in jisho I realize “wait, that’s from WaniKani! I should know this already!” or “if only I finished those last few levels I would know this!”. When I was using WaniKani daily, I made the mistake of not using a site like KameSame or KaniWani in parallel, and so even back then I wasn’t quite remembering the terms the best, much less now after over a year has passed since I stopped. I want to get back into WaniKani and reach level 60, but I feel it’s too late.
I’ve been considering delving into the Danger Zone, and pressing that reset button. But it’s so scary. All the time I spent, all the turtles I burnt, disappearing. I tried getting back into WaniKani this past summer, but I failed. I would like to think that that was simply because I had a hard time trying to push all the terms I forgot back into my brain all at once. But what if even after resetting I fail to keep up with it? I want to try again, to build up my figurative tower of knowledge from level 0 once again, but with a sturdier foundation. But I keep doubting myself, and whether I’ll even be able to make time for it every day.
Sorry this is so long, I’ve really just ended up pouring out my heart on here. Even if no one ends up reading this, I think that at least my putting down all my thoughts in one place has helped me figure some stuff out. If you do end up reading all of this, thanks. If I do end up getting back into turtle-burning maybe you’ll see me more around here.