A few months ago, I finally completed level 30 - the halfway point. I decided this was a good time to pause lessons and work on other skills: grammar, reading, listening comprehension.
Initially, I felt optimistic that I could churn through WaniKani at a steady pace, completing it within roughly two years, and that would mean that I would have “learned” 2,000 kanji and 6,000 vocab words. I’ve since refined my view and have been forced to scale back my expectations. Perhaps other people have a different experience, but I’ve found that even burning something indicates only that I’m vaguely familiar with the item.
Since stopping new lessons, my review scores have plummeted. This makes sense, as I no longer have ~45 new apprentice items fresh in my mind to pad my score. My post lesson scores used to be 85-95%. Now, they are more like 70-80%. Occasionally, I even drop into the 60s. I constantly miss burn reviews, and more and more items seem to be cycling back and forth between apprentice and enlightened. I’m forced to admit that I’ve leaned a lot less than I had hoped. I’ll be honest: this is extremely infuriating and discouraging. With scores this low, it will take years to actually “complete” WaniKani. Anything less than 66% means I’m actually making negative progress in the SRS system.
My default reaction is to become incredibly angry with myself for this perceived failure. If I were in school and consistently getting Cs and Ds, I would be freaking out, and utterly, unforgivably disappointed in myself. However, I realize that WK is different: low scores just mean I haven’t learned the words yet. So I try to remind myself of that and move on.
But I do think such low scores still indicate a fairly serious and chronic problem that is going unaddressed. Why am I bothering to spend all this time learning these kanji and words if after a few months I can’t even remember them? That seems utterly inefficient, and a good path to burnout.
The challenge, of course, is that there is no foolproof solution. I’ve found that I remember and learn things best when they are given special importance in some way. So for example, if I come up with a clever mnemonic for one kanji, that will probably feel special and is likely to stick. But ten clever mnemonics for ten kanji? Now that’s just a list of ten things, none of them particularly important.
The situation when something feels most important is when you come across it in an unexpected context. “Whoa, that vocab word? I totally know that!” When that happens, the information gets solidified 10x stronger than when seeing it in a WK review. But that’s the problem - it’s so random and unreliable. There’s no way I’ll “randomly” come across all ~3,000 vocab words enough times so that they get reinforced before they slip away and are forgotten.
The answer of course is “read a bunch”. Which I try to do, but reading is just soooo slow for me. Between constantly looking up vocab and deciphering sentences to understand the grammar, it often takes me 30-60 minutes to get through even a single page. And if I only get through one to three pages a day, that’s simply not very much volume to get exposure to solidify vocabulary. It doesn’t help that I still come across a bunch of new kanji - often ones taught in the later WK levels. (My reading has mostly so far been the Nihongo con Teppei stories/essays, as well as the beginner podcast transcripts while listening along.)
Being an engineer, I can’t help but think there must be some solution, some system that can be built. Language learning should be a solved problem. And yet, the best I can find are disjoint and incomplete pieces, like WK and BunPro intermixed with random reading sources which don’t necessarily line up that well. And the more time I spend trying to come up with systemized solutions, the less time I spend actually reading, listening, and engaging with the language. So in reality, the only practical answer might just be to continue plodding forward, be okay with low review scores, trust the SRS system, and accept that failure is just another step on the path to eventual success. But man, sometimes that is a hard pill to swallow.