For ya'll feeling bad, I'm 4,228 days on WK, don't give up

I started WK 4,228 days ago. That’s a long time ago. 10 years ago, WK was still spinning up and most people hadn’t heard about it. I spent some time using it and then basically disappeared for ~10 years due to a lot of seriously crazy stuff happening in my life that I don’t need to get into. I signed in a few times every few years or so, but when I saw my ~2000 reviews I was like f*** that and signed out. I was around Level 15 or so and remained there for many years.

Last year, I decided that I would return to Japanese and make it a priority, given that the tumultuous period of my life had passed. Some how, some way, I would catch up on WK. And, after a few months of review catchup, I began leveling up again, and now I’m Level 30 living in Japan.

Maybe others in the language learning community have felt the same sense of pride I used to based on how quickly one acquires the language, and conversely, a sense of shame when progress isn’t made or something isn’t immediately understood. When I first studied WK, that’s how I approached learning language. At the time, I was a young guy at a “top engineering” college, and I thought I was pretty smart. It turns out that all pride was really unhelpful for a sustained practice like learning language, where much of the experience is like being a child again–so while I had a lot going on in the past decade, there was definitely a part of me that couldn’t emotionally handle the helplessness that comes with learning a language. Now that I’m in my early thirties, I just don’t care anymore, and that not caring has helped me to actually make progress again.

So, to ya’ll out there who have a sense of pride in language learning, or a sense of shame that you’ve been X days on level or Y days to reach level Z, I say: notice your pride and dampen it, and it will reduce your shame when you make mistakes or don’t progress in an ideal manner. Coming to terms with this has been the main reason I’ve made steady progress again. For those of you out there sitting on ~2000 reviews, don’t worry about it. It’s all good man. Even this post, however many days I’ve spent on WK–if that makes you feel better comparatively–maybe don’t feel better about it, if you know what I mean. Just continue. Show up as much as you can and you will make progress. Even if you miss a day, hey, just really try, actually try, to show up every day. Do your best tomorrow. Be kind to yourself bro. Throw the pride out, and you will find that the shame disappears as well, and someday, you will find that your language learning is going somewhere.

I’m back baby!

That’s all folks. Wish ya’ll the best in your language journey.

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Thank you for the encouragement :green_heart: I’ve been off and on studying for years as well. Best wishes for your new study plans :slight_smile:

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i started back in 2013 and had health setbacks in 2016 so i feel ya. after some of that settled down I started again around 2020ish and recently reset from 60 last summer to go through it again for new things and refresher while building grammar.

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Over 8 years here and literally just now got my review pile back to 0 after one and a half months starting from a 1000+ review pile. If I show up and keep going I should reach level 60 around end of March finally. Then this marathon with lots of breaks in between will have an end. :slight_smile:

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I just restarted after stalling out again at lvl 18. the highest I reached before I think was 21? WK Stats tells me my start date was “3765 days ago”. :upside_down_face: I saw a couple of posts with people mentioning they started “waaaaay back in (insert date <5yrs)” and oh boy that gave me some feelings! :sweat_smile:

I don’t think I had an issue with pride around learning, but a heck of a lot of shame for having not put more time into it. I just didn’t make it a priority and I’ve decided to change that this year. :saluting_face:

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I’ve been here since March 2016 and only meownaged to get to level 60 last year. But I did meownage it! If a small clumsy cat like me can do it – so can you all! trunky_rolling

So, best of luck to all of you who don’t give up! love2

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It’s a good to clear 2000 reviews, and go up x2 levels.

I also agree about trying to show up everyday, and be kind to yourself if even if you miss a day, do your best tomorrow. Be kind to yourself. It’s the best for long run things. I also agree about show up as much as you can part.

Honestly, about language learning, while I can’t say that much about WaniKani and Japanese itself. (I got through WaniKani in one go, a little more than a year, and continued on with Anki for more Kanji.) I don’t get that far with Chinese, about 20 years, even with classroom studies and renewal classes. At least I believe that the key part is continuing everyday. Do you the best you can. It could easily fail somewhere, but embraces whatever happens. Embrace shame, embrace advice, that is from WaniKani Community, that I got the language learning advice.

I can’t exactly guarantee though that language learning is going somewhere. But faith in myself and continuing the best I can do.

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We need more posts like this! haha
Started it 1300 days ago, and just spent almost 250 days on my last level.

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I don’t remember exactly when I started, but I sure have 10 Anniversary badges :grimacing:

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You guys make me feel better. I’ve been on here for nearly 7 years, but I keep making progress. (1 1/2 years I had no computer, so that probably shouldn’t count, but…)

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I started in July 2014. Got to level 52, then kept quitting and returning for a long period… eventually I reset to level 6, but then I took a break from Japanese for a few years due to life. I cam back about 2ish years ago, but I’m honestly not in a hurry to finish WK.

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Hey, me too! :slight_smile: I think I started WK in 2014. I was in school at the time. I too had a seriously crazy 10 years.

I’m having a similar experience to you – now that I’m able to be more present with my hobby and interest of languages, in my mid twenties, I have found that I don’t care about levels or progress or days per level, whatever. Whereas that kind of thing used to be a large part of my identity. It’s all very tied up with shame and stress…! It is a little disorienting for the focus of my studies to now be so different from what they used to be, but things are more relaxed, and, even, enjoyable, or pleasant, now. It’s really nice to see posts like this in a community (the language-learning-as-an-interest community) which I think overwhelmingly focuses on ‘progress’.

Thank you for the post and wishing you the best.

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I agree! This thread has been quite a comfort learning that I’m not the only one who’s been around this long.

I should have taken a screenshot before I reset to level 1, I think my longest “time on level” (of course I wasn’t actively studying) was 900 something?!

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I got sick of kanji for a while, so I switched to high power grammar work. Now I’m back here, and I’ve forgotten a lot, but actually, I’m amazed at how much I do remember. Gives me hope.

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