I’ve been excited for this chapter! I really love this one.
I hope everyone is prepared for me to have approximately ten thousand thoughts about it.
Liveblog; grammar/vocab notes; Q太郎???
つまらん奴だ友人帳がガンガン薄くなっていくではないか...
いっそのこと隙をついてこんなガキ喰っちまおうかな
Does anyone know maybe a neater way of understanding がんがん here? I feel like I mostly saw descriptions relating to sound.
I was also trying to figure out 隙をついて and realized it was most likely 隙を突く: to exploit a gap (in attention, security, etc.); to catch off guard.
私達にもばんばん甘えてね
家族が増えて幸せだわ
Touko is so cute… That said, I’m having a little trouble with parsing her first line? I’m not really familiar with ばんばん. I’m assuming this usage of 甘える is the one that means “depend on”? I see the official TL ended up translating it as “you can ask us for anything.” Would anyone else feel more comfortable parsing this line?
身寄りのないところをひきとってくれた心優しい藤原夫妻
This line is immediately after. I was trying to figure out how to parse it at first, and then I saw that ところを is also a grammar point?
From here: ~のに/~だったのに Shows consideration for other party's situation and that speaker has done something regardless of that situation. Often used idiomatically in greetings to show gratitude.
So if that’s the case, I would parse it as: “Even though I don’t have any relatives, I was taken in by the kind-hearted Fujiwara couple.”
He’s here… Tsuyukami. The character that will make me start to practice other registers more…
斑/Madara name reveal for @mitrac!! This is a chapter/episode of 夏目友人帳 that I love, so I was pretty confident we learned it for the first time here!
ニャンコ先生はまねき猫を依代に封印されていたんだおれがうっかり解放してしまって...
Natsume using てしまう in this explanation is honestly so funny to me.
その縁で妖怪について教えてもらうかわり死後は友人帳を譲る約束だ
Oh, his explanation of the promise is interesting. In the anime it’s mostly just Madara’s side being emphasized over and over again (getting the book after Natsume dies), but I like Natsume saying that in exchange, he’s getting Madara to teach him about youkai.
だからなるべく早く逝っておくれよ夏目
LSJKDGLSGJL THANKS MADARA
こうなったらひっついてる奴にも同時に名を返すしかないな夏目
Trying to figure out how to parse こうなったら. “If it’s come to this”? I think that makes sense. Also I’d need to check, but I’m pretty sure that in the anime that Madara doesn’t make this suggestion to return both names at the same time—it just skips to the next scene. So this is nice to see.
Middle-aged… I feel like calling them that is really underselling how old they both actually are LOL
Oh, another little detail that got changed in the anime. In the anime, these were peaches…
Natsume and his pet cat that eats people…
私やレイコが出会った頃は人間くらいの大きさだったな
Oh, this little detail is interesting, too. I remembered this comment from the anime (which I rewatch more often than I reread the manga), but I don’t remember Madara commenting on knowing when Reiko met Tsuyukami. Again, I’m always so curious about how Madara seems to know so much about her!!
...で、このキュウ太郎はどこの沼に住んでるんだ?
Was attempting to solve the mystery of what on earth キュウ太郎 was and found out it seems to be a reference to オバケのQ太郎.
Source
…Yeah that seems like a fair comparison.
どうして皆には見えないんだろう
少しうらやましい
Natsume…
どうして見えないんだろう。
The way that these two lines of dialogue are back-to-back… the first with his jealousy that others can’t see them, and then this second one, after seeing how Hana and Tsuyukami are practically touching, and yet Hana can’t see him…
I think a lot about the way that this series deals with isolation/loneliness, particularly through being unable to communicate, being unable to be understood, or just being unable to share the same perspective… This is definitely one of those times where I think about that.
けれど時々思うの
思いきって声をかけてみればよかったかしらって
「そうですね」とたった一言でも。
aaaAAAA I still love this whole exchange so much, largely because of how it relates to earlier in this chapter when Natsume first meets Hana:
良いお天気ですね
そうですね
They have such a similar exchange to the one that Hana imagines she could have had with Tsuyukami, but:
こういう時口下手なのが嫌になる
もう少し気のきいた受け答えができればな...
Natsume is frustrated with himself for being unable to say anything better than a そうですね when Hana was unable to manage even that, and she regrets not being able to say it, even all these years later…
Madara… I love how he makes this excuse, talking about transforming back to his true form while half-asleep, not acknowledging what he was doing… but immediately comments on having the full knowledge that Natsume was crying out from having a nightmare. I really, firmly believe that he wakes him up on purpose.
I love that he says all that to Natsume (particularly what he was saying about strengthening his heart if he doesn’t want to get eaten!! Waking him up from his nightmare!!) and then drops back into Nyanko-sensei form like okay, back to the usual ruse. How regretful I didn’t get to eat you.
字しか合ってねぇ!!
I love how EVEN NOW he’s still inwardly critiquing Tsuyukami’s drawing LOL
勝てたら私を喰べてもいいわよ
Forever fascinated by the way that Reiko sounds so!! Cavalier about her own life, or at least—that confident that she won’t lose. I want to study her. Personally, I think it’s just that her own life doesn’t hold that much value for her.
最近はここへ来るのもやっとだったんだ
I feel like I’ve mostly encountered やっと with the meaning of “finally,” but here it seems to be about effort/difficulty instead. That it took a lot of effort for her to even travel here to see Tsuyukami…
I really like the way that even this more passive interaction with humans—just being on the receiving end of their belief, even if they’re unable to see—is such a double-edged sword.
THIS PART… Him watching over the lives of the villagers, and also Hana over all these years…
Somehow this part is the part that’s making me tear up, even though I feel like it’s usually a different part that does that to me. It’s just like… the way that Natsume knows that there’s nothing more that he can do, that Tsuyukami says he’s content with this, but he still feels like he needs to say at least this one thing for his benefit… The gentle futility of it… It’s just like… agh. Natsume as a rare human who can hear them wanting to bridge that gap, establishing a connection even when it’s impossible…
Now THIS is the part that normally makes me cry
OH NOOO I THOUGHT I WAS SAFE BUT THE MEETING WITH HANA!!! 
In the anime it was just sliiightly different; they added an extra line with her finally responding with そうですね as she wished she had.
妖怪のことはあまり好きにはなれないが愛しいものとわかりあいたいと
思う心は同じかもしれない。
Ahh, this part at the end. Trying to parse it a bit more neatly… Something like: “I can’t really bring myself to like youkai very much, but… We might have/share the same heart that wants to understand the ones we love.”
Man, that felt like it took me so long to read again LOL But in general I felt like I was having an easier time than I was with chapter one!! And that in general I felt like I was understanding things well.
Plus I sure CRIED!!!