Home post // April 25 
・ 今はもうない - Switch Back (44% → 47%)
Today’s reading is thanks to the train. Had an errand, met up with a classmate and took the train back together, so didn’t read any on the way back home.
Also totally unrelated, but I thought I had conquered my social anxiety. Turns out I’ve just been doing pretty well for long enough in my everyday life that I forgot what having crippling social anxiety was like. I’m actually still super awkward, lmao.
It’s like the boundary of my comfort zone has expanded. The fields that were once frozen over have slowly melted and it’s possible for me to walk into meadows filled with sun. However, the new plateau in front of me is still frozen. Mada mada da nee