for real, the dream
i mean, somewhere in like 2020, now it’s the time to start looking for job openings on marumori or something xddd
so far i’ve been intervening with life by myself, i wonder what happens if an actual weird thing strikes xddd
absolutely, mitrac keeps evangelizing this over and over again in her study log, i need to step up my game and slowly try to introduce this into my life someHOW
May 28th, 2025
- 163 reviews on WaniKani
- 15 lessons on WaniKani
- 47 reviews on Bunpro
- 3 lessons on Bunpro
- 3 stories on Satori Reader
- Book club: 気になってる人が男じゃなかった第1～6週
Huehuehue, got myself ahead on reading 気になってる人, the strategy of bringing physical manga with myself just in case worked today, because it was raining really hard outside and I was stuck in a coffee shop on the way back home, so oH MY GOD LOOK AT THEM BOTH THEY’RE SO HOT IM TELLING YOU
…i have a call from my agent, what, is it not pride month yet??? can we bring pride month a few days ahead this year? iTS MY STUDY LOG AND I DECIDE WHEN I GAY AROUND
Also, ironically enough, WaniKani is getting longer and I’m going like 
sitting in front of it, but Bunpro might have conditioned me to the difficulty levels being sustainable and I just sat there for a pomodoro and a bit doing, “おがむ”, enter, “to worship”, enter, im pretty good at being a machine ^^
Speaking of, YUYU is back on the topics of kindness to yourself and he took it out on the topic of different types of love today, here’s the relevant bit:
I remember having sat in front of Wikipedia a while back with Greek love types ahead of me, because the conversation about love is rigged and as a probablyyy-ish a graysexual person, I don’t see that much representation of the kinds of love that personally appeal to me
I created a tier list of different love types like two years ago for my Discord friends and it’s been evergreen since ^^
S: ludus
A: philia
B: agape
C: storge
D: philautia
E: pragma
F: eros
I love affectionately messing with people, I wish people wanted to affectionately mess with me, but ehh, in a world of people looking for sincerity, that’s a tough order. Like, sincerity is important and all, but my brain is powered by stories, less truth, i love make-believe, i love pretend, i love devil’s advocate, i love lying (affectionate xddd), is that a hot take? Maybe??? Probably???
I’m pretty lucky that with my current lifestyle that I’m having right now I don’t need to lie much, because lying does take effort and stamina and all those things - it’s also an art and a craft at the same time and I’m not very good at it, but wouldn’t it be cool to step up and become a better liar (affectionate)? xdd
Life
There was a really, really nasty story coming to the Works Council today that made me ask for the second part of the day off. That’s when I read 気になってる人, to get my mind off of things, but the story came with multiple elements of a puzzle I was all aware of and didn’t pick up at the time, coming all together in a single story with me being flabbergasted and like,
Nothing actually government-politics related, except for the tools that we as the Works Council can use in order to remedy this case and make it a little better, but this case has a really big amount of personal stakes for me including stuff outside of work that made my tummy go like
thank you mr stock picture, appreciated xddd
i did an emergency bat signal in the sky and my bouldering friend joined me just before Saturn at Alexanderplatz was about to shut down and we did some trauma window shopping together xddd
And would you look at that, there is a midnight launch of Switch 2 in there!
I won’t take part in it because I have a preorder at a Media Markt in Alexa, just on the other side of the road, they didn’t want to cancel my preorder and they won’t make a midnight launch. I’m still planning on coming and maybe taking a picture or two of an event, or maybe buying a physical game or something xddd
Then we went for some Indian together,
and then, walking back, dID I EVER TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE BLUE HOUR
BLUE HOUR IS ABSOLUTELY FANTASTIC I LOVE IT SO MUCH LIKE AAAAAAAA
So yeah, I’ll be writing from Poland tomorrow, looking forward to another short trip!
See you tomorrow!