Reading Kokoro right now. I’m liking it a lot more than Botchan, I like the plot and characters more, and the writing feels more accessible. Also:
「私は男としてどうしてもあなたに満足を与えられない人間なのです。それから、ある特別の事情があって、なおさらあなたに満足を与えられないでいるのです。私は実際お気の毒に思っています。あなたが私からよそへ動いて行くのは仕方がない。私はむしろそれを希望しているのです。」
Translation
As a man, of course, I can never satisfy the aching in your heart. Furthermore, there are certain circumstances that render me of much less use to you than I should be. Of this I’m truly sorry, for your sake. You’ll have to turn from me and go elsewhere. I’m even compelled to hope that you do.
It’s giving me Moby Dick-levels of homo-eroticism. Then again it’s literally about the protagonist just gushing over this "先生” guy and the title is literally heart. So I guess this is to be expected.








